Muse: Upon the Mighty Quest for the Perfect Pool

Background

On the eve of my adventure to the UK for two years I went down to the dock below the house I grew up in. It fronts onto Kalamalka Lake in Vernon, British Columbia.

It’s a popular spot for tourists all over the world, but to me, it was dry, dull home. I rarely go down to that beach and that twilight. But as I sat on the dock and looked over the water, to all the mountains rising above the valley, I realised life is only as perfect as we decide to see it.

The Mighty Quest for the Perfect Pool

I made myself a swimming pool.

Long and deep as the sea.

I made it warm as bathwater

but as clear as the waves of Tenerife.

I made it for an afternoon

when life got long, grey and rough.

Like sandpaper concrete and construction

work that means no thought is free of a
cuss.

I made it and waited for the perfect

day. Sat on the edge. Toes dipped in.

I waited for the clouds to pull back

and sun to shine as white as a beluga
fin.

I waited so long my toes turned to
prunes

and dozed my way through the day. After
day.

After day. After day.

Until a friend stopped by. Head popped
over the fence.

Can I swim in your lagoon today?

I looked askance. Lagoon? I had but a
round, sterile pool.

I looked at my pool next. Eyes wide as
they soaked in water.

Full of weeds and algae. Fish and
fronds. A monkey and a waterfall tree.

I had waited so long to think my pool to
perfection.

It got there fine on its own.

It got there so fine it had started
living its own life.

Quite done with my bothering not to live
my own.

So if you make yourself a swimming pool.

Don’t forget to swim in it too.

Otherwise the dream will get bored and
do its own thing,

until someone comes along with a dream
to add to.

My friend has a lagoon pool now.
Sometimes I visit.

But I decided to make myself a tree fort
instead.

As tall and grand as the sky.

Only this time. I’ll remember to swing
off the branches.

Play football with the stars. Before
construction ends.

I’ll make myself a tree fort.

Stop Creativity: A Poem

Stop Creativity

A jellyfish swims on the tiles in the bathroom.

Deer prints walk through the paint on the wall.

A cat meows through the shower curtain.

The kettle whistles steam down the hall.

 

The world rolls on. Up moon, down sun.

Star scatter across paper skies

made by children’s finger-paint projects.

Rain spatters. Scatters. Runs down

drain pipes. To the tune of washing up.

Done in the halogen glow of December.

 

Rain stops.

A cat turns and turns on blankets. Settles.

Purrs and stops too.

When the horse and the rider left.

When the horn fell to silence,

Imagination went for a wander.

It still hasn’t come back.

If I Could Wander the Earth as a Duck: A Poem for Dreamers

Duck Dreams

If I could wander the Earth as a duck

I would keep swimming until I’d waddle.

Waddle and waddle. To make humans laugh.

That’s all I’d want. To make humans laugh.

To share a piece of their world.

From my wet, wobbly corner of quacks.

I will keep wandering until I find one.

A duck friend. To make a quack orchestra with.

To swim two by two. To waddle then and more.

If I could wander the Earth as a duck.

I would keep on swimming.

Somewhere Out Beyond the Walls: There is a World, Poem

Somewhere out beyond the walls travel buses and aeroplanes full of people. Living people.
They laugh at knock-knock jokes and groan a grin at terribly clever puns. Terrible ones.
They run and twirl through marathons and hip-hop duels. Between isles. Over seats.
They play games to pass the time, they sing songs to pass the days, they tell stories to pass the years.
Until they arrive at their destination.
Did you know?
If you circle an aeroplane enough you’ll break the world record. For fun.
Did you know?
If you drive long enough, you might hit the end of the world. Race that bus.

They don’t know any difference though. Those aeroplane or bus passengers.
So truly, the record breaking moment leaves no more impression. Than peanut butter.
They don’t even have that.
It leaves no more impression than baking a birthday cake over the hotplate in the crew cabin.
Someone had a few boxes of those instant mixes which will stay fresh until they drop off at the end of the world. In lava.

They’ve forgotten the world now. The dirt, root-tangled, leaves and lions one.
They have a new one. A normal one.
Living in the circles made by the aeroplane in atmosphere.
Living in the tunnel which never ends in the light of day.

If they can live in aeroplanes and buses which never reach a destination.
Maybe we can too.
Did you know?
The darkness cannot comprehend the light which shines within it because it is darkness.
If you do not know it. You cannot find it.

Shine your light in the darkness. It does not know you. It cannot judge you.
Ride you own bus, your single-seater aeroplane to infinity.
One day you might smell the end. It has peanut butter.
Until then. Keep driving.

Rubber Duck Pathology: A Poem about the Masks We Wear

Rubber Duck Pathology

First find a carving knife.
I recommend the one used
On turkey and the occasional picnic chicken days.
No machetes, or butter knives.
We are all humans here.

If you happen to have a Semtex vest strapped label
Of some psychological sort.
Stick the pig that strapped you, first.
Then, find your carving knife.

If you happen to have hemp hair
Or butterfly barrettes of various shade.
Pick red or, purple people eater, pink.
Then, find your carving knife.

If you happen to always take a trowel
to cherry tomato parties.
Brush up on biology.
Then, find your carving knife.

If you happen to have concrete light bulbs
Packed near planet high.
Hold a symposium with dirt.
Then, find a carving knife.

Step two. Pick your duck up.
Behead your duck. Yes,
behead. A half slice is for the dead.
Rubber ducks breathe water.
Did you not wonder why they always float?
Let’s play biology.

When you detach the head, set it on cotton. Step three, grasp body
like a fresh oven bun. Now slice.
See the web of bath mould.
Black skein veins finger from ends to centers.
See the glass froth bubbles of cotton soap. Caught between tail feather and foot.
See childhood imprinted in water.

Carve yours in splashes. Bubble beards.
Liquid cotton and railroad boat tracks.
Digested within your rubber duck.

 

I Ate A Box of Chocolates and Hated Myself For It: A Poem About Self-Image

A Box of Chocolate

I ate the chocolate
I knew you hid it
behind the cheese crackers
in the corner cupboard.

It tasted of superheroes,
beauty pageants, Olympic medals.

It melted on my tongue
into celebrity.

A zero-size, tree-tall,
front-cover, magazine model.

Then I swallowed.

Reached for more.
Until my fingers felt only paper.

I ate the chocolate.
It settles in my belly,
making me suffocate under
a phantom circus parachute.

I have celebrity
with a hall of mirrors.

A rolly-polly attraction.
That’s how the room sees me.

I won’t eat the chocolate.
Ever.

I found the chocolate
behind a cup of soup
in the corner cupboard.

I knew you put it there.

Under the circus parachute.
The crowd thinks
I’m the cannon bomb.
Set to explode.

Maybe I should.